Question:     I have a question I would like to pose to any high, benevolent beings that are present. Recently I have been receiving messages that are contrary to what I am personally comfortable with. And subsequently, I have felt that war between my gut feelings and the information that I have been receiving, so I wonder how to balance my individual human desires with those things that I am being instructed to do.

Response: Perhaps you will notice now that we send a message from above. As a column of light coming into the crystal in the middle. From that crystal another beam of light moves toward each of you into your heart. Try to feel that if you can. There are competing messages. It has always been like that. I do not wish to say it will always be like that because the situation is changing. There are those who try to influence people, to lead them astray. They can be very tricky. They can appeal to various weaknesses: your ego, your lust, your hunger, your fear, your anger. They can even sound like they are very high beings. Shapeshifters. So we send you this divine light as a reference point. Like a tuning fork. You feel this vibration, where it strikes you. And these other messages that you wonder about, try to sense the quality of vibration that they come upon, the carrier band. Where does it strike you in your body and how does it feel; aside from the content of the message. Listen to the music as it were. If you like this ray of light we are sending, make a decision to receive it. You don't have to; you can say no. but if you like it, let it spread; let it spread from your heart all around inside you. You see, you may very well ask who I am who is speaking to you. This man wants to know. But if I tell you my name, who I am where I am from, why would you believe me. I wouldn't like to you but you don't know that. I could tell you I am Jesus. I am not, but I could tell you that. So, you could know me by the vibration you feel. This light that we send has the property of cleansing you. One time in your meeting someone said she felt like she was being spiritually scrubbed. We hope it's more gentle than that. You could let this divine light cleanse you all throughout, up into your head, all around your body. You may notice that when others try to speak to you who are trying to lead you astray, the vibration does not feel like this. It can feel creepy, tinged with fear. What we send comes on the vibration of Love. That is the vibration upon which this New Age is being built.

You may remember that this man who speaks for us has talked to you at times about your True Self. You could open yourself to your True Self again. See where and how you experience this connection. And if it feels creepy or not. We are all connected to you and you to us and you to each other on the vibration of Love.

Do you understand?

Questioner: Yes, thank you.

Responder: Do you see how as we invigorate the rock in the center, it then sends a ray to each of you and that ray invigorates you, and you become another kind of crystal, living crystal? And so you begin to send the same light outward. Does it not feel good to do that? The more you allow this, allow this vibration to fill you and to radiate out from you, the more your life will be surrounded with light. This is the way it works. Not very complicated.

New way of Channeling

From last night's meditation/channeling session:

So you see, as you are busy looking for wisdom from beings you think of as other than yourself, how that is not necessary when you feel the presence of your True Self with you. Now we practice in a a different way, which was presented to you in a channeling last week. A new form of channeling, gathering toward yourself what some call the High Self, or the True Self, or the Aumakua. For everyone who is incarnate, this is possible and normal, natural; not simply to be connected to something higher, not simply to be in touch with your True Self, but to be enveloped by your True Self. You might say merged. It could be that, unless when you think of being merged you think of something very big being compressed into a space the size of your body. That does not work so well. Maybe you feel this now. You could feel like what you call yourself occupies more space around you than what is inside the skin. That's a start. The body is at the center of this; the heart is at the center of this, and it is a little like the skin disappears. Perhaps you feel this now. You could allow your sense of who you are to spread out in this way, still centered in the body, but spreading out. It give you a different perspective on yourself, doesn't it? It may be that the place within your mind, where you worry about things, or wonder about things about which you are secretly worried, doesn't seem so big any more. Because it is surrounded by this body of light. You could let the light seep into that place where the worry lives.

This is the perspective with which we see you. When you have your questions about life, you are not in this state that you are now. Your sense of who you are, your bodies, are smaller, less luminous. So we hear these questions and we think: how can we get them to be bigger, to be more of themselves? This is closer to the normal state for a human being. This is normal. Being smaller is not normal. It is your habit. It is familiar. Might even be said that there are forces which try to make you small, make you feel that is normal and that to be bigger and more luminous is not natural. So we say it again: to be luminous and big is normal. To be filled with life, filled with love, filled with joy is normal. There are parts of you who do not believe this. That is why we repeat it.

Maybe you notice these parts now. Maybe you hear this happening inside, some voice in you saying “yes, but. . .” Now in this state you could have a little chat with those voices. Tell them you love them, but that you don't believe them any more.

So your presences are larger than you commonly conceive. You've just learned this. What correlates is that human capability is largely determined by belief. So in the same way that you often come to believe that your presence is small and compact, that life is not filled with joy, is not easy, fun nor exciting, these beliefs, they are falsehoods that are common in your thinking. But as soon as you begin to expand outward, that you let your hair down, so to speak, you will find that your capabilities are far greater than you would normally expect. That capability is a function of belief in self. So as long as you continue to expand outward with your energies, what you are able to achieve will also expand outward and this growth is exponential, or it can be. It's simply a matter of keeping in [the] line of loving those voices that doubt.

I said before that the center of your being while you are like this is in the heart. If you look there you will see if it is true or not. In us right now, for this man, it is a little above the heart, in the middle of the upper chest, like a diamond, glowing. See where you find your center now. And feel how you are sitting in your body right now. So, perhaps, when you have thought about this idea of calling in your True Self, you think of it as something higher than you; you think of it as coming in through your head. Sometimes, it's like that; things come in through the top of your head, energies. Perhaps it would be more centering for you if you remember this place in the chest, some call the high heart, just a few inches above the heart chakra. See how that is a kind of focal point for this larger version of you. This place can act like a magnet for calling your dispersed self together to be with you.

Like a diamond.

Follow up to Message on Channeling in "Voices from the Perception Garden"

These messages came through during a group channeling session right after we read together the Perception Garden Message posted on Voices from the Perception Garden on February 21, 2012, on channeling.

You may have to put aside your minds for a little while and just experience the light that is coming now. The part of your mind that is having difficulty understanding can take a rest. We still love that part of you; it can rest for a while now. It doesn't have to worry. Allow yourselves to be bathed in the golden light. The process that you were hearing about is entirely natural; not exactly automatic. It happens naturally as you allow it by sitting in this light. We know that sometimes people on the Earth plane like to get a sun tan. You call it sun bathing. It's sort of like that; you don't have to do much to sun bathe, just be in the sun. It's easy. Of course it won't be easy for the parts of you who are afraid of light. But they are not really part of you anyway; they just pretend to be. And even they don't need to be afraid.

This transition from the illusion of being separate and alone into the reality of knowing we are all connected can be confusing. When your reality has been built upon that illusion of being separate and alone, many of the concepts you have had will turn out to have been false. We expect you may be a bit dumbfounded at times. Try not to mind. It's a good thing: to pass through a state of confusion to come to a better understanding. This one who speaks for us now [Bob] likes to have things nice and orderly in his mind. He's in for a surprise! For instance: you have a Power Animal; you have done a shamanic journey and found a Power Animal. Let's say it is a bear. The bear has his wisdom and his power and so you think that in order to manifest that wisdom and power you must call on the bear because it belongs to him. This is how you think of it under the law of separation. Even though you know in shamanic practices you call up on the bear and then you merge with the bear and become him. And then whose wisdom and power is it? So you go back to being un-merged and feeling separate again. And that is the, so to say, comfortable reality. Perhaps you don't need to un-merge. So as we sit together perhaps you can feel the other spirits around you, hear the buzzing sound of the spirits, feel the tingle of that energy. The boundaries between each of you become a little less definite, if you wish. As we speak through this man, our energies enter into his presence to some degree. And he remains here with us. So, does that mean he becomes us, we become him? As you like to say sometimes: it is what it is.

All in the group have felt the loving touch of healing energy and most have given that loving touch of the healing energy, that energy comes and is shared through that person. This is the kind of energy we are offering to you. We wish that you think outside of group mind think and start expanding how you view things, how you think of life. How you feel. Earth school is too full of group mind think where everybody is taught to think the same. Feel the warmth, relax. It's like a great big hug. Start expanding your routine. Wake up at a different time. Look at your Earth School differently. Not from a place of fear but a place of love. Wiggle your toes in the dirt. Enjoy what is around you. Look for thinks that are not quite obvious. Miracles are all around.

Message from Horus which came last week during the channeling group

We try to reassure you each week that we are here, helping, at your service. And we see that you hear us when you are at the meeting. Sometimes, at other times you hear us. We want to assist you to learn to hear us all the time, at least to be able to do that. So think about what is different as you are together as compared to when you are not together, and the way your organism is receptive. When you are here, you become more peaceful inside. The parts of your nervous system which you refer to as having to do with stress, are not so active. So you become more able to hear us and see us. And when you are in your lives, away from each other, see how it is that when something happens and you react with upset, how that affects your ability to perceive. This is important because there are always things that are upsetting, or at least to which one could react with upset, or not. So if there is a problem, a bump in the road, you might say, we are there, trying to help you. If you are upset, you might not hear, when the upset comes. When we meet like this we are building a connection with you, gradually. Not too much all at once. You see, we don't wish to cause that same upset about which I just spoke. We don't want to scare you. We do this in a gradual way. It's not your fault if you scare easily; it's the way things are where you live. Has been for a long time.

You know that as we have spoken to you over the months, even years now, sometimes we come as this person or that person, which you call gods; this god or that god; this wise person, or that wise person. We are part of a circle; we work together. Sometimes one of us has a slightly different point of view than the others, and so that one is chosen to speak or to touch you with his or her energy. But the basic message is the same regardless of who speaks.

We live in a world without the physical body. In your physical world you have an experience we do not have, which is that of separation. Each of your bodies appears to be separate from the others. In a sense they are. But each of your bodies has around it an aura which is also within the body, and these auras touch each other and sometimes blend. So now as you sit here together your auras have joined, almost. One of us will stand between the one called BB and the one called PW to help bridge that gap. We understand more directly the power of being in a circle, in a group. When one of us feels something, the others all feel it, too, immediately; the same with thoughts. We understand easily how connected we all are because we feel it very immediately. This is an understanding that for you is just beginning to dawn. When I say you, I mean humanity, all together. An idea whose time has come. It is a very different idea than the one that has been in power, which is that everyone is separate. For example, the hot topic of the moment, greed. When you realize how connected everyone is, there can be no greed; it cannot be. You don't have to do anything about the greed, because it simply cannot exist. I know it is difficult to understand how such a world could be.

Message from RA

I come to you looking like the sun. You could think of me as the sun, Apollo, Ra, other names. We have set things in motion to right a great wrong. This planet, your planet, has been a cesspool for too long. I don't know how else to put it. For a long, long time many, many bad things have happened here, things that cannot happen in the light, only in the darkness. So we are increasing the light. Your scientists, some have noticed an increase in what they call the solar wind, radiation coming from the physical sun. It is one expression of this transformation process. Things that happen in the dark and can only happen in the dark will become impossible, where now they are the norm. So, as you sit within this vibration, making yourselves quiet and receptive, this solar wind has its effect on you, makes your cells vibrate in a different way. And when they vibrate with enough intensity they radiate again with the same light and you become like another sun. And every time you become like a sun what happens to the dark? It is filled with light and is no longer dark. It is changed, transformed. It is not killed of; it is transformed. In your minds you remain somewhat convinced of the invincibility of the dark forces. From our point of view, it is like the shadows telling the sun: You can't defeat us. When there is enough light, even the shadows become illuminated. The light bounces off everything, flows around obstacles, is reflected back and forth. There is nowhere to hide. Even under ground. Because the light we send can enter into the crystals of the Earth, into the rocks. Into the spaces.

Ignorance is another form of darkness: absence of the light of reason. When you [Bob] talk to the dark brothers, you see how they don't know about the light. They are ignorant of it, afraid of it. And when they find out that there really is Divine Love, they are surprised. And their understanding changes.

[He is talking to me about a video I saw today in which it is claimed that the extraterrestrials came to this planet looking for mono-atomic gold which would keep them healthy and young forever. What he says is:]

The gold that keeps you young is the gold vibration that I send you now, the golden light. People have always associated the color gold with God, with the Divine. It is a powerful vibration. It has an action on the fundamental structure of your being. Everything within you can be touched by this gold light, but unlike a Midas touch, the gold revivifies your tissues. It does not turn them into a metal; it brings them more life.

Man and Nature

From a First Nations man. Looks quite old, wrinkled face. He says that we are honoring the ancient ways, us in this group. And he is drawn to us because of that. He says:

When you connect to us in the spirit world this way [sitting in circle, receiving messages from spirit], it is a natural thing, like being in Nature. Even though you are sitting in a room. You feel your bodies in a different way when you do this. You feel how your body is alive; you feel the life in it. And this connects you to Nature. Many people seem to think that to connect to the spirit world is to leave the body behind, but it is not like that. It is the energies of the body which allow this communication. It is not that you are just now connecting to Nature; it is that you are just now becoming aware that you are Nature. In the disconnected state in which many people live now, they think human life is apart from Nature. It cannot be. That is simply a delusion. So even though you do not know the birds and the animals, the winged creatures and the four-leggeds, the way we do, you can still feel your connection to Nature through your own body. It is even wrong to put it that way, because you are always in Nature, of Nature, just mostly you don't know that. When you see something beautiful, like an eagle flying, or like the light in the clouds and your heart is stirred, maybe you call it beauty. It is more than that; it is more than a pretty picture. There is a resonance in your heart which unites you with the eagle, or the deer, or the waterfall or the clouds, but in the delusional mind who believes you are separate from Nature, it wants to discount that connection, that resonance; to trivialize it. So we say, follow that resonance in the heart. Don't listen to the disconnected mind.

The drumming creates a vibration which affects your bodies, your feelings, brings your mind into a different attunement.

Notice how you walk upon the Earth. When you are walking, do you experience that you are on the Earth? Now you are more grounded in this quiet place. It is possible to feel more solid. Then when someone tells you something crazy, it doesn't affect you.

The Power of Love

This message came through during a meditation meeting in a small group of people who practice weekly together, trying to connect to divine sources of wisdom. The being who spoke identified himself as Horus:

Ask that your capacity for love be increased and we will aid you in this process of increasing this within you. And as this grows, you will be able to see others as they truly are in the same way that you seek to see yourselves as you truly are. And as you grow in this capacity to love you will be able to be greater beings of Light in the service of others. And increasing your own joy. Make this a daily intention.

Maybe you begin to understand that Love is a force beyond all others, not just a sentiment. But a powerful force. When you think of power you do not think of Love; you think of power in a different way. Once you begin to experience this as you meet together with us, you feel this different vibration that comes, how strong it can be; how it even affects your body. Maybe it is not even right to call it Love because you think a certain way about that word. The way you maybe think about it doesn't include how powerful it is.

Sometimes you feel it as a warmth or heat . . . or a thickness in the air, or like you are being spiritually scrubbed. Imagine that you could focus this Love like a beam of light; instead of a death ray, a Love Ray. Like a search light, only much warmer. Much could be accomplished.

Try now to feel your heart, in the center of your chest. You feel how it moves; when the rest of you is still, it is moving. It is very responsive. Now we send this Love into your hearts, like a golden light. See if you can feel it. See if you can feel the action of this light. Now, let it spread throughout your body. And hold your hands like this (palms up.) Imagine the light is streaming forth from your palms like two flashlights, and where these beams meet, imagine someone to whom you wish to send love; picture them being shined upon by these two flashlights. Now all of us gather around you in a circle, amplifying this energy. You send it to these people you visualize. Keep your focus on that person and on the feeling in your hands. Send this same light into the heart of this person

Now take your hands and place them over your heart.

Now again,make your beams of light going upward and where the two lights intersect imagine someone else.

And again, give yourself light over the heart.

Do you understand?

We want you to know that you can try this projecting of Love as you wish. But we want you to remember that the source of the Love is not within you; it is not from you; it is from something higher which comes through you. First you must receive. Very important to receive this love first. So often you try to give without having received anything yourself, and you end up empty, trying to do good. Maybe you could feel as we did this together how much it affects you to work in this way; how good it feels for yourself. It is not just what you call a byproduct. It is essential that you feel this goodness. You cannot do this work without feeling that goodness yourself, without receiving it into yourself. And as you receive it you can feel the abundance of it, so it becomes easy to give it, to send it to someone else, because you don't lose anything yourself.

We very much like that you want to do this work. Very much. We would like to help you. So if you wish to try this, you can practice it when you are by yourself, but we ask you not to discuss it, certainly not with the people you try to help. It is best to do this secretly. Maybe you understand why. When we did this just now, you were in a certain state with our help and with your active participation. And you may find this when you are working alone also. But then when you go to talk about it with someone you are not in that state any more. So it creates a possibility of misunderstandings, almost an inevitability of misunderstandings. Better to do this quietly, in secret. Talk with each other, yes.

As you sit in the Golden Light, enjoying its qualities, you can feel how your presence has an affinity for it, how well it fits, how well it suits you. We say that the Golden Light comes from Ra. You may have heard of Him. He is called the Sun God. He sends the Golden Light, not from the sun, but from Ra. And it suits you. Fits you very well. So you think of Ra as some distant powerful god, far removed from you. You are wrong because His energy fits you very well. It is very pleasing to us to see that. We hope you enjoy it, too!